feel extremely guilty: "Firstly, my parents are rarely home, and as an older brother, it is my responsibility and duty to educate and discipline Li An. But I spoiled him too much, allowing him to act...a mix of anger, amusement, heartache, bitterness… all sorts of emotions welled up inside her.When I was most heartbroken and desperate, where were you, Second Young Master LiWhen I had lost hope and n...